Wednesday, February 25, 2015

You guys!

I have overheard several debates recently about the expression 'you guys' and whether or not it is an exclusionary expression that overlooks women and elevates men.

You guys is something I say often, likely many times a day.  As in:
  • Come on you guys!  We're late!
  • Can you guys give me your opinion on whether this report is too wordy?
  • Please take care of this task you guys.  I'm busy.
  • Have a good weekend you guys!
Granted, I work with mostly guys so saying this is completely fitting a lot of the times.   But I'm pretty sure that I use you guys in reference to groups of mixed genders as well as groups of just women.  To me, it is the equivalent of saying you all or you people or I guess just you (plural).  I'm not from the south or the midwest so I don't say you all.  I probably do say you people, but it is a little less natural and can sound a little more pointed and authoritarian then the more casual you guys.

But recently, I've overheard several other women discussing how hearing and saying you guys offends their feminist sensibilities and strikes them as exclusive and lacking in acknowledgement of women.  They encouraged each other to find alternative ways of saying the same thing in a gender inclusive way and make a conscious effort to rid themselves of the you guys habit.

I would argue that rather than it being the exclusionary expression it may once have been, that the  evolution of language has resulted in you guys becoming a colloquialism striped of gender.  Just as certain groups attempt to co-opt words like feminist or gay or emotional or even curvy in order to change its meaning and render it anti-feminist or otherwise negative, an evolving, more progressive society has co-opted the expression you guys and claimed it as gender non-specific.  Is this not a feminist achievement?

Saturday, February 21, 2015

Barefaced

I love cool makeup. 

Neon eyeliner, red lips, purple lips... whatever you want, I think its cool. I even try it myself with varying degrees of success. However, what I think attracts me the most to this world of cosmetics and makeup is the sense of artistry, design, and fashion. I like the interplay of bright or dark colors against bright or dark skin. I like the way cosmetics can inspire mood, fantasy, and feeling. I put all my cosmetic pins on Pinterest under the heading "Fashion/Art." These are not looks I will be wearing to class any time soon.

Everyday/constant makeup is another story.  I think ever since I was 13 years old, I have worn some form of makeup every day.  My mom has always emphasized the more attractive you are, the more helpful other people will be to you.  This Business Insider article reflects the same sentiment:
#8 Beautiful people are perceived as more likeable and trustworthy. 
Beautiful people are typically treated better by others. In a study from Harvard University, researchers found that wearing makeup, shown to enhance a woman's attractiveness, boosted people's perceptions of that subject's competence, likability, attractiveness, and trustworthiness.
People will ask you if you are sick or very tired if you do not at least wear mascara.  Maybe it is a sad and twisted system, but why not play it for what its worth?

Economic and Global Impact of the Cosmetic Industry

The cosmetics industry in the United States generates about $59 billion in revenue every year (and estimated to be growing).  That is 59 billion dollars worth of nail polish, anti-aging cream, concealer, skincare products etc.  L'Oreal is the current winner, valued at 10 billion dollars.  In recent years, the safety and origin of production of cosmetics has come up in conversation. According to the FDA,
Companies and individuals who manufacture or market cosmetics have a legal responsibility to ensure the safety of their products. Neither the law nor FDA regulations require specific tests to demonstrate the safety of individual products or ingredients. The law also does not require cosmetic companies to share their safety information with FDA.
Made in a Free World, which allows you to calculate your Slavery Footprint, tells you that child laborers are used to mine mica for the shimmer and sparkle we expect in our cosmetics.   [Note: Some companies have subsequently discontinued the use of mica.]  Additionally, these cosmetics are added to our piles of wastes, eventually  making their way back into our environments.  I have not done exhaustive research into the economic and environmental impact of cosmetics and corresponding industry, but if you would like to know more... I would be happy to do some more reading.

Thursday, February 12, 2015

Does ignoring trolls actually stop trolling? What realities does this create for women online?

I (haphazardly) follow the work of outspoken and feminist writer Lindy West.  West recently published a thought-provoking piece about ‘trolling’ and its effect on her.  West sums up her experience thusly:
“I’m a writer and a woman and a feminist, and I write about big, fat, bitchy things that make people uncomfortable. And because I choose to do that as a career, I’m told, a constant barrage of abuse is just part of my job. Shrug. Nothing we can do. I’m asking for it, apparently.”
The focus of the article is West’s decision to ignore the standard advice of ‘don’t feed the trolls’ and speak out about the pain caused to her by a particularly cruel act of trolling.  But beyond this, West uses the article as an opportunity to question the general acceptance that trolling is a fact of life and that the best way to deal with it is to ignore it.

Wednesday, February 11, 2015

Lactation Room

I was filling my water bottle before class at my Mid-Atlantic Public University, when I suddenly became aware of this:
Picture of door with lactation room notice posted
A Lactation Room!
Here is how my reaction unfolded:
  1. A lactation room?! Do we really need this? What's next, a meditation space?? Oh wait, this building already has one of those. . . 
  2. Of course we need this!  Mothers shouldn't be hiding in bathrooms or other semi-public spaces to pump their breast milk!
  3. I didn't know this was here.  How long has this been here?  Does anyone else know this is here??  If I was a lactating mother would I even think to ask if the building had one of these?  Who would I ask?
  4. That sign seems really hostile . . . was it preemptive or did someone have a really bad experience?
  5. Yay! Feminist progress points for lactation rooms!  But, errrrr, no one knows about it and we're already yelling at people. Not sure how to feel!!!!
  6. I should write a blog post about this!  But will people think I'm weird for taking a photo of this door?  I'll come back later . . .
I was going to leave things there, but then I felt guilty.  Who arranged for the lactation room?  Was it an epic struggle?  What feminist heroine should I be contacting to say thank you?

Saturday, February 7, 2015

Birth Control Baggage

I've been naive about birth control.

Not naive in the sense that I believe I won't get pregnant under a full moon, but in the sense that I'm an engineer raised by a biology professor.  The safe sex talk with a bio professor is remarkably straight forward: chemical X starts activity Y in cells Z.  To stay safe, use physical or chemical means to disrupt the process.  Engineering logic says pick the means that best fits your body, your preferences, and your budget.  Simple, end of story.

Of course,  the real world isn't that simple.  Technology isn't just the object or process at hand.  It comes with expectations and meanings that vary from person to person and culture to culture.  A light bulb isn't just a light bulb.  It's the child in a developing country who can do his/her homework.  It's the woman who don't die tipping a candle onto her nightdress doing sewing at night.  It's the wonder of Times Square and safety walking to your car at night.  The same goes for birth control.

I realized this after reading about a new rhythm method thermometer whose algorithm estimates fertility periods based on daily temperature readings.  My inner engineer thought this was a positive addition to the various means of managing the X-Y-Z process.  It fits my body, my preferences (Health Data Tracking! No Hormones!), but sadly not my budget ($375!!!!).  It won't work for everyone but its another option.

Then I read the comments section.  If there was ever a class of technologies that comes with social baggage it's birth control.  That's not even counting the baggage that comes with sex, abortion, or sexuality generally.

The article I read positioned the product as an alternative to the pill.  This didn't bother me since hormone-based contraceptives don't quite fit my personal preferences.  However, I forgot how the pill has transcended it's stated function to become a strong symbol of women's liberation.  Challenging the pill is like challenging women's freedom in some circles.  Needless to say, there were many strong opinions in that regard.

I also forgot the similarities between the rhythm method employed by the thermometer algorithm and the Catholic church-sponsored natural family planing method.  Anything that smells remotely like the Catholic church invading the bedroom provokes many more strong opinions . . .

We could have endless discussions about this phenomenon.  Why is there so much baggage surrounding women's contraception, but not men's contraception?  Why do various birth control methods have such strong proponents and/or detractors?  How do we transcend the baggage and get to a point where contraceptives are a commodity just like any other?

I cannot begin to answer those questions, but from now on I'll remember that birth control is more than just a technical solution.  It's very much a socially constructed phenomenon.

Thursday, January 29, 2015

Female Artists Are Not Their Characters (More Women Owing Their Artistry)

Many moons ago, I wrote a post about Women Artists Owning Their Artistry.  That post focused on journalism and the media's insistence on talking to women artists about the lucky nature of their success and talent, rather than engaging with the artist's work seriously as they usually do with male artists.

This week I came across another aspect of women artists, and their work still receiving less respect than the work of men.  Lena Dunham has been making headlines for throwing shade at Woody Allen during a panel at the Sundance film festival this week.  However, if you listen to the actual discussion, Dunham (along with Mindy Kaling, Kristen Wiig and Jenji Kohan) is talking about how the world generally equates female artists and writers with their characters--- assuming that the artist/author shares the foibles, issues, aspirations etc. of their characters--- whereas this happens much less with male artists.  Here is the excerpted segment:


Again, rather than engaging with a story or a character as a serious piece of art and creativity in and of itself, people prefer to spend time puzzling out how the character is a window into the neuroticism or hubris of the female author/artist.

This is problematic and sexist because:
  1. It again refuses to take the art seriously, simply because it was created by a female.  The same respect, intelligence, experimentalism, and benefit of the doubt afforded to male artists are not extended to the women.
  2. It is a sort of dominance display, attempting to ferret out the vulnerabilities of a woman against her will, and prove that the investigator knows the woman's mind and self better than she.
  3. It is based on the assumption that women are fundamentally crazy (hysterical) or flawed, and a morbid desire to expose this.

Sunday, January 25, 2015

The Fall: A Feminist Crime Show

Ever since binge watching the second season of the  BBC crime drama tv show, The Fall, broadcast in the US via Netflix, I've been trying to figure out how to put together my thoughts on the show.

Luckily, as of Jan 22nd, Madeline Davies on Jezebel has done it for me!  See her article here.

Originally, I wasn't too keen on the show.  I originally started watching it because of Gillian Anderson who plays the main character, Stella Gibson--- a police detective trying to catch a serial killer who has murdered several women in Northern Ireland.  To quote Davies synopsis of the show:
"The Fall's ingenious twist is that it's not a whodunnit. The murderer, Paul Spector (played with terrifying coldness by Jamie Dornan), is identified to the audience in the first episode and the plot is as much his as it is Stella Gibson's. The tension that drives you to binge watch comes not from suspicion, but from watching Spector and Gibson's stories as they head towards an intersection, break away from each other, and intersect again.
When I first started watching I couldn't take the dramatic irony.  As the viewer, especially in the first several episodes, you are privy to build up (and follow through) of acts of violence done by Spector without the power to intervene.  If only you could jump in and alert Gibson and her colleagues . . . but you can't.  This was too upsetting to me initially and I stopped watching after only a couple episodes.

Skip ahead to about six months later, I learn that Colin Morgan is in the show's second season, so I decide to give the show another chance.  I'm really glad I did.  This show is about way more than Colin Morgan showing up halfway through the second season.  Because this show--- despite maintaining the traditional focus on the dead bodies of women--- is a FEMINIST crime show.  And it's more than that.   It's a very cleverly constructed feminist criticism of the detective genre.

Friday, January 23, 2015

Opinion: Inspired by “Talking About Bias & Speaking While Female”

I want to thank TwoEsforMee for her recent post: “Talking About Bias; Speaking While Female.”  It made me think harder about many things we have discussed here on the blog and I want to offer a longer comment before all these thoughts evaporate. 

The Sandberg Paradox
It is easy to pick on Sheryl Sandberg because she is putting herself and her ideas out into the world, but I think her efforts are slowly proving the futility of her perspective.   When I reviewed Lean In early in our blog’s development, I highlighted two somewhat divergent approaches to the "women in the workplace" issue: the institutional perspective and the leadership perspective.  The institutional perspective focuses on systemic barriers like sexism, inadequate childcare and/or maternity leave, inflexible scheduling, etc.  In contrast, the leadership perspective focuses on what individual professional women can do to improve their career prospects.  Sandberg acknowledges the institutional perspective but generally operates under the leadership perspective.

Unfortunately, the leadership perspective is not holding up well in practice.  Sandberg seems to eat her words more and more as time passes.  As TwoEsforMee noted in her post, one of the main calls to arms in the Lean In movement, discussing discrimination, appears to be backfiring, or at least requiring heavy qualifications.  Similarly, many women’s personal experiences (including my own) illustrate the entrenched barriers in women’s workplace environments.  Even Lean In seemed to contradict itself, with chapters alternately telling women to a) stand up for themselves but b) not making too much fuss in case someone thinks they are bitchy.

The more Sandberg champions the leadership perspective, the more the outcomes seem to support the institutional perspective.  It is nearly impossible to walk the tightrope (leadership perspective), when the weather is terrible and everyone around you thinks you should not be walking in the first place (institutional perspective).

The Leadership Perspective as a Distraction?
Given the leadership perspective's apparent ineffectiveness, why does it persist?   Because we want it to be true.  

We want to believe that with the right suit, resume format, business speak, and hard work we too can overcome adversity and become the next woman leader.  This delusion is not limited to the women's community.  Upward mobility had stagnated for many groups and self-help books are as popular as ever.  But I believe we are doing ourselves a disservice when we persist in asking powerful women like Sheryl Sandberg, Hillary Clinton, and Oprah their secrets for success.  Lean In is full of typical answers about assertiveness and communication skills, but all this seems shockingly incomplete and ultimately insufficient.  None of it would have helped in my sexist project experience, nor will it do much for TwoE'sforMe as she tries to navigate the patriarchal world of medicine.

In the end, the real answer seems to be locate a supportive environment.  In Sandberg's case, the supportive environment came from good workplaces, mentors, and life partners.  Others have succeeded after building their own supportive environments (see L's review posts of #GIRLBOSS). Either way, this is unambiguously an institutional perspective solution dressed up to look like leadership in hindsight.  

Finding or developing a supportive environment is not easy by any means, but it is much more likely to pay off than fretting over your communication strategies.  It does involve personal initiative, but initiative that focuses on your needs (not someone else's "role model" path) and your environment, rather than viewing your situation as some personal leadership failure.  

The institutional or work-environment approach also broadens the range of potential allies.  Everyone benefits from inclusive and supportive environments: families, racial minorities, the disabled, women, the LGBT community . . . the list could go on for a while.  Even the "corporate" interests would benefit from greater worker morale and productivity.  Feminist issues move from being "women's" issues to being workplace issues with a broad coalition of support.

So I applaud Sheryl Sandberg for her efforts, but I worry that they represent a distraction from practical realities and effective initiative.  I for one will focus on finding or building a supportive work environment for myself in the future.

Wednesday, January 21, 2015

Talking About Bias; Speaking While Female

Do we need feminism?/Does sexism still exist?

            A few months ago during a discussion regarding feminism and women’s rights, a friend of mine expressed the following: “What more is there for feminism to do?”
A crushing statement.  Ironically, this student plans to join me in the field of medicine, a profession known for its disparities and its patriarchal and paternalistic structure.  Numerous posts and articles have pointed out the gaps between males and females in science and math, starting back when we are children and continuing on into the professional world.  In her short essay, Dr. Arghavan Salles shares some of her experiences studying engineering, then medicine, and finally joining the ranks of the surgical residents.  Surgery is known to be a notoriously competitive field, for men and women alike.  As she notes, women have made big gains: more women are joining residencies and training programs.  However, the academic side has not seen the same increase:
Indeed, despite one third of surgical trainees being women, only eight percent of full professors in surgery are women. Even fewer of these women go on to hold important leadership positions such as serving as department chairs: there are only three women chairs of departments of surgery in the United States.

She negates the idea that men work harder than women or that men are more qualified than women and thus are more likely to succeed.  However, she discusses an interesting study which reminds me of an earlier post by Morghan.  As Dr. Salles explains:  
The article argues that women face a stereotype that their ability is inferior to that of their male colleagues. The stereotype leads to a taxing dynamic: there’s pressure to perform at the highest level — with patient lives at stake — while constantly feeling like others doubt your ability. My research shows that when women believe others endorse this negative stereotype, our mental health deteriorates. Likewise, when we believe men are better surgeons than women, we experience physical health problems, such as gastrointestinal distress or low back pain.


Morghan brought up a similar study where the "main finding suggests that job authority decreases men's depression but increases women's depression" and Morghan suggested a similar emotional strain could be affecting mental health.  Dr. Salles calls it “nuanced sexism.”  Not as overt as sexism might have been 50 years ago, but still damaging on an emotional and perhaps physical level.   
            A previous post by Morghan detailed her experience of being at the receiving end of this kind of nuanced sexism:

Then I found out that two significant people on the project thought my day-saving efforts were "bitchy" and, while ultimately appropriate, unacceptable on any future projects.  At first I thought I'd done something terrible, but after some soul searching I realized these people would not have responded this way if a man had acted as I had.  I remembered how often I'd been told to smile (not something you'd say to a man) and how they had loved me when I was nothing but a servile bucket of sunshine. 

Talking about sexism

            Sheryl Sandberg (COO of Facebook, author of Lean-In) and Adam Grant (UPenn) have teamed up to write a series of four articles regarding women and work.  Two of these have been published, the first titled “When Talking About Bias Backfires.”  Sandberg and Grant outline how spreading information about stereotypes can actually perpetuate and enhance them.  Disseminating this information can lead individuals to think discriminatory behavior is common, socially acceptable, and thus permissible for them to perform as well. They detail some studies exploring this phenomenon, and I suggest you check out the entirety of the article. 
            Their point is that talking about discrimination and sexism is not enough.  In fact, it could be dangerous and detrimental.  Instead, as shown by some follow-up studies, we need to talk about discrimination, express how it is wrong, and show how discriminatory viewpoints can be devalued.  Not only is this effective in changing perspectives, but it also motivates those being discriminated against to work beyond these external limitations.
When we communicate that a vast majority of people hold some biases, we need to make sure that we’re not legitimating prejudice. By reinforcing the idea that people want to conquer their biases and that there are benefits to doing so, we send a more effective message: Most people don’t want to discriminate, and you shouldn’t either.

But how to confront gender discrimination and sexism? 

Sandberg and Grant’s second article is entitled “Speaking While Female,” in which they follow the suggestions made in their first article.  They outline the stereotypes and current gender discrimination seen in the workplace, explain why this is problematic, and end with a call to action.
Studies (and personal anecdotes) show that when women do speak and assert their ideas in the workplace, they are commonly interrupted and spoken over.  Their ideas may be co-opted by male counterparts and subsequently receive more praise.  On this blog alone, we have had many posts and articles surrounding this balance of assertiveness being viewed as “bitchy and pushy.”  One study in the Sandberg/Grant article highlights this imbalance as such:
Male executives who spoke more often than their peers were rewarded with 10 percent higher ratings of competence. When female executives spoke more than their peers, both men and women punished them with 14 percent lower ratings. As this and other research shows, women who worry that talking “too much” will cause them to be disliked are not paranoid; they are often right.
            Other studies show how this creeping form of nuanced sexism leads society at large to devalue the ideas and opinions of a woman, due solely to the fact that she is a female.  Clearly, devaluing half the working population is an ineffective business model.  Women have indeed come up with fantastic new ideas and innovations, providing immense contributions to all genres of human achievement.  However, they need some time and space for the actualization of these ideas.
            This is the point where the Sandberg and Grant article falls flat for me, as their proposed methods of change leave nothing for concrete the motivated individual.  Sandberg and Grant outline two new strategies: 1) increasing the number of women in leadership roles and until then, 2) encouraging current leaders to incorporate gender equalizing practices.  Right now, business leaders can enact new models of teamwork and evaluation, such as blind auditions, no interrupting pitches, etc.  Then, following our current trend of increasing female leadership roles, women in power can enforce an equal playing field and provide an effective barrier to the nuanced sexism smog infiltrating the professional workplace.
            However, I am left wondering… What can women do now to improve their situation?  The two strategies outlined above leave the current female population dependent on the motivation of their bosses (who are most likely male) or waiting to reap the benefits of future change.  This state of dependence is almost as debilitating to the feminist cause as is being talked over in business meetings.  In Laura’s earlier review of #GIRLBOSS, she highlighted the following strategies from the book:  don't apologize for ambition, there is no shame in learning, draw strength from other women (and men).  While these tenants provide a real-time strategy for change, but I am concerned.  Will my assertiveness and directness only earn me negative evaluations and the title of “bitchy?” 

Feminism in medicine and the workplace

            A commenter on one of the Sandberg/Grant articles, Dr. Srinivasan, writes:
Medicine is a bastion of prejudice against women. Mild mannered men and "foreign doctors" are targeted too for the type of behavior described in this article and in Medicine, when women are not allowed to speak, patients suffer...  At medical conferences women can have their hands raised for ever to speak and be ignored. When they are allowed to speak they are often rudely interrupted…What is worse, female speakers and females in power practice the same prejudice against women that the men do. Men and women in power are threatened by the ambitious, knowledgeable and up and coming lower echelon … This behavior is practiced to disconcert, divide, enervate and deliberately frustrate underlings and those who don't belong to the "tribe" or network in power. It comes from the belief that sharing power is the equivalent of diluting power. Audacious questions, probing ones, dissenting opinions and contentious or discomfiting observations are not brooked from either gender, especially if those talking and dissenting are not "important."


            Medicine may be unique in its hierarchical structure, but as Dr. Srinivasan and Dr. Salles point out, gender discrimination (among other types) is a medical prevalent issue.  Just as minimizing female contributions can limit the effectiveness of business teams, reducing the thoughts and concerns of the female health professionals effects patient care and health.  This is not an issue to be taken lightly.  What Dr. Srinivasan talks about is a conscious/unconscious method of "dividing and conquering" to maintain control, ultimately holding medicine in a stagnant, backwards state.  Reduced efficacy in screenwriting sessions may mean we have poor quality programming, but reduced efficacy in hospitals and doctor's offices means that patients die.

            I would also like to point out something from both Dr. Srinivasan's comment and the Sandberg/Grant article: gender discrimination can come from both males and females.  Dr. Srinivasan writes, "What is worse, female speakers and females in power practice the same prejudice against women that the men do."  Studies quoted by Sandberg and Grant mention "When female executives spoke more than their peers, both men and women punished them with 14 percent lower ratings."  This calls into question one of Sandberg and Grant's methods of change, namely that increasing the numbers of women in leadership roles will provide a more female-friendly work environment.  Multiple factors can underlie this phenomenon: perhaps only the most competitive women have succeeded thus far, competitive women who are ill-equipped to provide a nurturing work environment.  Whatever the reasons, this questions the effectiveness of Sandberg and Grant's recommendations for future change.


            Thus, what is the best way for me, as student and later a resident, to talk about and confront the nuanced sexism I may encounter?  How can I speak out and be effectively heard by those who are not interested in listening?  How can I speak out without negatively affecting my performance evaluations and ruining my career aspirations? How can I use my skills (as a female) to advance medicine and provide the highest quality care for my patients?

Herein lies the paradox,
To break down the barriers that hold women back, it’s not enough to spread awareness. If we don’t reinforce that people need — and want — to overcome their biases, we end up silently condoning the status quo. (Talking About Bias)
But..
when women challenged the old system and suggested a new one, team leaders viewed them as less loyal and were less likely to act on their suggestions. (Speaking While Female)
           Society at large, like my friend, may not understand why feminism is still necessary.  This "nuanced sexism" may be more hidden and subtle, but it is nonetheless damaging to the physical and emotional health of women.  It is also damaging to our workforce and the efficacy of our health services.  Thus, we need to talk about bias and discrimination; we need to talk about feminism. We need to find effective ways to have female voices heard without remaining dependent on the theoretical change-of-heart of professional leaders or future changes to our hierarchical structure.  I am still perplexed as how to find these viable strategies. Perhaps what we need is a male/female brainstorm session where both sets of ideas are equally valued ... but how we get to that point is beyond me.

Monday, January 12, 2015

Women Taking Back Religious Rites

Generally, when I consider feminism and religion, the two phenomena don't seem to mix very well.  Most of our major religions, at least traditionally, have demonstrated a tendency towards patriarchy.  Unfortunately this patriarchal tenancy showed itself last year when a prominent Washington, D.C. rabbi "was arrested for allegedly videotaping women in the mikvah he supervised."

For those outside the Jewish faith (including myself), the mikvah is a ritual bath used for conversions; by orthodox women after menstruation and childbirth; or in non-orthodox communities for life transitions like a "bar or bat mitzvah, or when you're ending a period of grieving, or marking an important anniversary."


After the rabbi's arrest, local women understandably felt uncomfortable about the mikvah, but several synagogues banded together to host a "Take Back the Mikvah" event to make sure the mikvah and its immersion ceremony remained a positive ritual of renewal for women in the community.  The event included a discussion of the mikvah and its troubles throughout history (all the way back to 1500 years ago!), a demonstration of the immersion rite, and an overall sense of community support for the women interested in experiencing the ancient ritual.

I was very inspired to hear that this group of women banded together and refused to let patriarchy limit their access to spiritual healing.  Score one for women in the otherwise lopsided Women : Religion scoreboard!

For the full NPR piece that inspired this post, see here.  The full piece is about 7 minutes long and worth a listen, although a shorter summary transcript is available here.